Uncertain

Sometimes you go to a place and you wonder whether you fit it or not...

i guess fitting in is one thing but the most impt question to ask is "do you belong there"

sometimes i wonder whether i do belong in my course...

i see so many bright minds everyday and sometimes u just have that tinge of self-doubt.

will you do a good enough job when u graduate?

i mean... i have to... there's sooo much at stake...

but then, there are ten reasons i think i dont belong here..

maybe its just exams stress but here goes:

1. i'm the only singaporean who is in this course with over 8 points for O levels
2. the only one with no bio/physics background.. (poor science foundation)
3. i seem to forget all i learn really fast
4. i love to sleep too much =)
5. i take too long to learn, like more than double the time ppl take
6. my forte is still think lies more towards the artsy side
7. my tuition fees are ridiculous. and i don know if i can graduate.
8. i dont really want to compete in such a cut throat environment (mayb cos i'll lose bad)
9. i'm one of 3 not form top-5 jc and u all know what happen to my A levels
10. i may not get to specialise in what i wan...

sigh

if i choose not to continue, i can take an "out" option in my third year.

just get my Bachelor of Medical Science and say good night...

but yea...

i'll press on... take each day as it comes...

1940 to go.....

AHHHHHHH