100%

Sometimes i wonder,

Is it possible to give everything for nothing in return?

Will u put in 100% for someone who only gives u 50%?

Well i guess many ppl will say yea. I'll do that. Thats the right thing to do. 

i'm big enough to sacrifice.

i'll do it cos the bible says so...

But in reality, can you.

its not the best feeling in the world.

If someone realli says he can give 100% and does not mind whether the other person gives onli 50%, mayb he does not really care?

But in contrast, if u realli realli care, u will give in 100% no matter what.. and at the end, what are u left with..

Which one do u choose? 

I guess its expected in some professions ( lawyers, doctors) that u have to do it. but in reality, can u?

Just another day

I've kinda realized two things since i've left sg.

1. i really hate studyin alone <---- don ask me why i oso dunno haha

2. How much i miss the movies =)

i wanna see vantage point..... 

31/03 2015 hrs

A lonely freezing monday night reading physiology is not smth i enjoy. but oh well, with a test coming up this fri (1o%). i have no other choice. haha. i choose this path knowing that i prolly wont survive, but yea, i believe that i have made the right choice and ultimately, the reason i chose to do this course will prove to be worth it. 

so i guess :

to myself: suck it up!

back to the one and only Dr Robert Di Nicolantonio's lectures!

Quote of the day : Are u a physiotherapy student? (explain more nxt time)

cheers

Yesterday

Went grocery shopping.

Bought:

chicken kiev

minced meat

chicken schinztel

pork ribs

fish

corn

carrot

cong

lettuce

and other stuff, forgot liaoz. Spent 78 bucks split 3 ways for 2 weeks

much cheaper than eating outside.

come back stone the whole way. did SOME studying. still dont get biochemistry. help anyone? haha. oh well. 

have to start studying liaoz.

May not be back in july =(

update soon

Law

Love

When does one really know whether he or she is in love?

Is it when u feel ultimate bliss and walk around with a super idiotic grin?

Or

Is it when u are feeling miserable all the time, no matter what you're doing?

Or

Its on your mind so often u cant concentrate?

Or maybe....

Its just a feeling that u get and not u don't know whether it will ever pass....

How will u know, given the different extremes.

P.S. My craving for a mac is gone =)

MACMACMACMACMAC

heyz all..

well, hols is drawing to a close and i have not done much. sigh. no motivation.

My latest craving: A MACBOOK!!!

find it so cool... hhaha.. but no money... got oso don wanna buy...

but for now, its my craving... haha

Easter Hols...

Hey guys,

yup, its hols in aus liaoz. don ask me how come... haha. don complain too. u guys got like 3 months break in june lo... i onli got 2 weeks. (still not complaining..)

anyways stuff i have achieved this easter:

cooked a full meal by myself.. twice actually..
revised membranes and action potential ( 1 down, 2 more topics to go)
slack and pig out
sleep and laze on my bed

Stuff still left to d0:

revise body systems
revise biochemistry (which i hate)
DO MY HP ESSAY!!! (red alert on this one)

i'll post up some pics later. cant be bothered. haha.

PS. updates lehz, like u all no news liaoz. sigh

Law

Hey

So new year and a new start. So far, its been kinda bad.

-still a little homesick dont know why
-its realli hot, hotter than singapore
-surrounded by people with auras and the look that says " i know everything" is not a good place to be. Or at the very least, ive never liked it. I'm sure many of u guys at Uni feel the same as me. Lost, unsure and dont know what in the world the lecturer is talking about. Well, same as me. Anyways din get much updates from u guys so tell mi whats up.
- oo and i promise to update more often. Kinda lazy and no time. actually have la but most of my time is spent slacking or studyin.
-should start to move my lazy ass to go somewhere. looking at the 6 years ive got ahead, guess i still have time.

Since ive been here, i have been bombarded with stuff.
So many admin stuff to settle and im proud to say, I do not have TB. which the BCG does not prevent if u guys dunno. Wasted our jab. Ah wells...
I have signed up for 2 free insurances becos medicos get sued rather frequently.. (heartwarming realli...) but i guess i don have to worry abt it now..

Ive read a article on an ongoing debate on health professionals. Doctors complain that medical graduates nowadays are over-trained in the art of communication and as a result, have poor knowledge in anatomy.
I have a 1 hr lecture and 3.5 hours of tutes on communication each week.
Thinking about it, that may be true.
However, i think thats the only way i can survive in my course. Given than im not realli smart and have to read and read and read to get stuff, i guess marks given for communication skills is better for mi. Which is kinda one of the main reasons i decided to do medicine. To be able to talk and relate to people. (though i need a HUGE improvement in that field)
as proof, i haven been able to make many friends. its hard when everyone's so uptight about assigments and results.
However, i do believe that the statistics do not lie and medicos are in need of communication workshops (realli glad they have it)
20 hours of anatomy classes will kill me.

If u guys are wondering how many subs i have, i have 2 subjects with roughly 20 contact hours per week. Sometimes more.

1. Principles of Biomedical Science <---- huge pain
2. Health Practice 1 (which consisits of Introduction to Clinical Medicine)

its the non contact hours that are killing me. i never get what is happening in lectures and have to spend like 3-4 hours after each lecture just to find out what is happening.

Thats all for now i guess. Hope u guys will update me.